Emily,
I don't think I will be dropping by James and Eve's anymore. I don't feel quite welcome there. I need to leave. I can't even be in this city anymore. My job at the MoMA isn't really working out either, so I might just take a leave of absence for awhile. I heard about a three-month long arts retreat in Napa that sounds like it could be fun. I mean, at least I would get to meet some potentially intelligent and passionate people like myself. I don't know. Everything is falling to pieces. I love James. I do. I must try to move on. Their wedding is quite soon I believe. I have to go. The pain I feel right now is way too overwhelming. I cannot continue living in a permanent state of idle thoughts and useless fantasy. Agh, but why not? Can what my heart believes and longs for not be reality or come true? I shall write to you when I decide what I' going to do. Until then!
- Anna
Eucalyptus Trees
Haight and Ashbury
About Me
- liebestodlover
- i am a very eclectic girl and undoubtedly a hopeless romantic. i am passionate about everything i do, and try to live life to the fullest. i take pleasure in the simple things, and i believe that happiness comes from within. i am very artsy, and believe that my creative nature allows me to express myself in ways that words would only fail to do. one may say that i am a tad bit too emotional, but what's wrong with emotion? what's wrong with wanting to feel everything? la vita e bella right? so why not enjoy everything about it - from the highest of highs to the lowest of lows...i'm all about embracing the multi-faceted beauty of the emotional spectrum.
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